The Dreaded TWW

So we all enter the Two Week Wait with excitement, optimism and relief that now you don't have to pounce on your other half. You can relax. No more pretending to be in the mood, when you're shattered!

For me... i do BBT. so i get a little bit of a mini lottery each morning. Similar to peeing on a stick. Each morning i hope for my temp to be high, to have a textbook chart, to have a nice steady rise with implantation dip and then sky high results. Very rarely does this actually happen. I think its all a myth.

I've attached my chart for this month. So you can see with every peak i've had a great day, and every drop, my heart drops with it!

General rule of temping, you look for a pattern. And any sane woman would look at at. Me... oh no. i look at each temp and i wanna cry every morning that the temp is not high. 

And the WAIT!!!! symptom spotting. Is this cough related. Is this back ache related? is this sneeze a symptom? You name it i've associated it with pregnancy. And google always confirms. I can find someone, somewhere who's had a symptom and been pregnant. 

Yet in november when i did get my BFP, i had no symptoms whatsoever! so even that become a symptom! Oh my life!