Can you stare at a test and turn it positive?

Probably not. But I’m giving it my best shot this morning. My mood is fowl!!! I’m cursing my OH who finally came home last night after a few nights away with work. But he woke me up when he got up and ready for work. So my BBT was guaranteed to be off. And of course then I needed to pee! So what else does one do at 6am... they POAS!! Hpt = BFN! So I went back to sleep.

I retook my temp when I woke up again after an hour and a half sleep (rule number 1 of temping always take it after at least 3 hours sleep) I’m now staring at the hpt. It’s only an IC but of course it’s as stark white as it can be. But apparently according to the crazy in my head, maybe if I keep looking at it, it’ll change. I’ve even fished it out the bin once... just to double check the pregnancy fairy hasn’t magically delivered a second line to me this morning. 

AND to make things worse. FF changed my cross lines today to say I O’d later on cd13, not 11 which means that of course means we DTD at the wrong time. So of course logically that’s my OH’s fault!! No doubt I’ll remind him of this when he gets home!!! Just ridiculous!! 🙈