The crazy stages of a cycle

I find myself with a range of emotions throughout the month and cycle.

AF - so sad that we haven’t caught

Cd4-5 - angry that other people have it so easy 

Cd6-8 - positive and I create plans and add things to try with this cycle

Cd9-cd14 - proactive and stressing about ovulation and frantically convincing a tired OH to DTD

Cd15-cd20 - analysing every non symptom and convincing myself that, even though we haven’t had sex nearly enough, I’m definitely pregnant and testing from 8dpo

Cd20-cd26 - turning into a miserable loon because I definitely am not pregnant because test are all negative and then stressing out until utter misery hits if AF.

And EVERY month my other half has to deal with this. 

This month however I feel is a little better. My hormones have levelled out a little more, my cycle seems back to normal. We’re on cd14 possible ovulation. We’re in day 6 of our 10day marathon. And I feel good. We’ve hit every possible day. Ovulation is yesterday or today. Chart looks good. I feel relaxed. I’m going to try natural progesterone cream and pineapple core in this TWW. And if we haven’t caught this month, I know there is NOTHING else we could have done!